I am so sorry I have not posted in a while. I have been busy with school, then going out with family during my summer vacation. I have been having hair falling excessively that I am starting to get worried. I do not know any other remedy for it as I have tried changing back to my old shampoo, massaging scalp with coconut oil and even binaural beats. I am not sure if it’s just stress, or something more sinister. Can 10 days of fasting and a period afterwards cause this? I might be lacking in vitamins, probably. The issue is, I do blood tests that come out perfect whenever I do them. Living in this country gives me extra anxious burden that is not needed. I also have written a post before about spirituality, however bad luck struck me and I accidentally closed the post without having saved it.
I also have taken a two-week trip to Switzerland, residing at my cousin’s apartment for the stay. I can assure you all the green, hilly environment and the lighter air felt so good. In Bosnia 80% of the people smoke, so they pollute the air heavily. Smoking is such a nasty danger to our health, it’s not even a joke. It’s also harmful to our spirituality – yes even me supporting the use of medical marijuana can tell you that it can affect your aura if you smoke it. I also felt a better vibe in Switzerland than in Bosnia. How? I am not sure. We’re all part of the same continent and Bosnia is my parents’ home land. Yet all I have been since I have moved to Bosnia is depressed, lonely, useless and down. I write because all I have is my phone and PC, I rather be friends with that than fake people here who pretend to be kind to your face only to gossip behind your back.
I will post up pictures from my trip soon. I’ve had wonderful food at Tenmanya Asian Restaurant in Laufenburg, Germany, visited the Zoo in the Zurich capital, went to a wild animal park and fed some ponies, mini pigs and goats and I also have traveled to Europa Park in Rust, Germany. Europa Park was one of the best experiences of my life, I can assure you that. For an adult person you pay 44,50 euros – this entitles you entrance to the park and access to all rides freely without any need to pay for tickets. All the roller coasters were thrilling, fun and worth the 55+ minute waiting times. We had watched a flamenco dance show, ate delicious Spanish and Chinese food, had a beer and a cocktail with my cousin and took many beautiful pictures. I especially loved the Greece and Spain area! It’s like going into an Europe-themed Disneyland, but larger! If you want a fun family trip, I suggest you opt for Europa Park.
The photos aren’t mine by the way.
I also have recently discovered that I might have an issue with anxiety. I tend to fuss over my health, I panic easily when triggered and my heartbeat increases including my body temperature, hands shake and I feel nervous as hell. I also pick at my chin and cheek hairs excessively until I make marks or scabs. The feeling that I have darker hair on my face besides my eyelashes and eyebrows makes me paranoid. It stems from the Bosnian mentality of the youth that facial hair on women is ugly and has to be gone. I even would get too lazy to pluck my eyebrows and someone always has to tell me “you forgot to pluck your eyebrows” or “you forgot to shave your legs”, it just hurts so much. I need help in a country where there’s a stigma on going to the psychiatrist for mental help or therapy. I hope I get help soon, as soon as possible.
I have also read my e-mail only to read that our second package for Skin18 will come soon in the mail. I am so excited! I can’t wait to try the products and review them again, I really missed writing. I have been too busy and lacked inspiration to write so excuses any grammar mistakes. I have been also studying German so I tend to mix 3 languages in my speech lately, sorry in advance! I also know this post is very random, and that there is way more on my mind to spill out here. It’s just how I am, and I hope random people like me don’t feel ashamed for that kind of personality. Don’t worry, I’m just like you!
I hope everyone is alive, happy and well! I’ll post better posts soon and won’t need to read my randomness. Take care, maybe leave a comment? Any tips against hair loss I can use? Thanks in advance,